just living proof that the camera is lying

Wow, so i haven't been on in FOREVER. seriously. its insane.

im not the happiest right now. but whatever. ill just blog about it. certain things cheer me up: blasting music to drown out my thoughts, taking walks, and excersizing.

So my best friend just stabbed me in the back by talking a bunch of shit about me to my other friend. and we've been best friends since i was 3. the things were so mean that they said. and the funny thing is, i didnt do anything to them. we weren't in a fight or anything, they just decided to talk tons of shit about me for days. sometimes i wonder why this happens to me when all i do is be nice to people and don't start drama.

so the only person i trust is my best friend/sister, Leah.

and i just found out a bunch of my friends aren't going to my high school next year so im going to have to make all new friends. Uhg, i hope ninth grade year is fun.

wow, it feels good to vent even though i doubt anybody is reading this.

i think i might start reading fanfics again? they help you escape reality.

im gonna stop complaining because i should appreciate my life because at least im not dieing or anything. some people have it way worse then me.

anybody have fanfics they want me to read ?